"... No one fall in love by choice, it is by chance. No one stays in love by chance, it is by work. No one fall out of love by chance, it is by choice ... "
It is something that I can work on... it is chance and not choice and it not by chance but by works...
One the first sentence, it is something that I can see.... because by chance I am able to meet someone, but by choice I am still far behind... however I know I can't find someone by choice because people always take the better choice.
I am lazy of working... and I thought I can let it go by choice... so in your face...
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Watermelon
I was cutting some watermelon that day, and it brought back some memories... thanks.
I thought of giving it out to my mom, but it ends up to be in my belly, wohoooo....
I am a big bad bear!
I thought of giving it out to my mom, but it ends up to be in my belly, wohoooo....
I am a big bad bear!
Tired and tiring!
It is raining and raining... I am not tired of the rain, but I am tired of my life and also with the people around me...I am thinking why I am that negative??? This is because if negativity brings more negativity... I should be more positive thinking....
Not to linger with the past that long...
Tiring is because my cough status, it is still bad... and this morning I almost cough to the death... it is bad and right now I may have some spinning headache.
Not to linger with the past that long...
Tiring is because my cough status, it is still bad... and this morning I almost cough to the death... it is bad and right now I may have some spinning headache.
Some coughing
I have a bad cough in these few days which almost killed me, literally... no no it is not swine flu or anything, I think I caught it from a buddy who was coughing last week... yes yes it is bad.
Sunday, July 19, 2009
20th of July, 2009
Attend another wedding yesterday, and people always asked the same question, when will it be your turn? Hahahah, not now .... too busy with works.
I am randomly putting some of my minds and some frustrations down.... but will it be good? I am thinking I am getting something off my head....
It is raining is heavy and the lightning and thunder is keep striking around my living area... hmmm... I eventually loving it, I meant the rain... it is always good for the rain.
I am randomly putting some of my minds and some frustrations down.... but will it be good? I am thinking I am getting something off my head....
It is raining is heavy and the lightning and thunder is keep striking around my living area... hmmm... I eventually loving it, I meant the rain... it is always good for the rain.
Scrubs Season 8
I finished the whole season... it is sad because Scrubs Season 8 was the finale of the whole sitcom... I hated all the finale.... why the finale.
People said the show is losing the steam... but I really hated it!
It is said there will be Scrubs Season 9. But there will be too many changes, J.D. will be on only 6 episodes.... frick it!
People said the show is losing the steam... but I really hated it!
It is said there will be Scrubs Season 9. But there will be too many changes, J.D. will be on only 6 episodes.... frick it!
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Transformer 2, Knowing, Angels and Demons, Terminator 2, Family Guys Season 7 and Scrubs Season 8
Transformer 2
This is one of the best sci-fi I ever watch for the year 2009... it is the best
The computer graphic design robots is nice and they all look so alive, which is bloody good. The plots is good although it is out of what we have watch when we are kids but it is pretty good.
Knowing
Another alternative of the 'end of the world' depicted according to the bible... but I felt it is lack of something, which I can't explained it
Angels and Demons
This is the most boring movie because maybe we put too much expectations into it...
Terminator 4
It is the continuation of the saga, but Christian Bale did a good job in this movie...
Family Guys Season 7
"Awesome", it is freaking awesome!
Scrubs Season 8
Haven't finish watching it yet, but J.D., you are killing me literally!
This is one of the best sci-fi I ever watch for the year 2009... it is the best
The computer graphic design robots is nice and they all look so alive, which is bloody good. The plots is good although it is out of what we have watch when we are kids but it is pretty good.
Knowing
Another alternative of the 'end of the world' depicted according to the bible... but I felt it is lack of something, which I can't explained it
Angels and Demons
This is the most boring movie because maybe we put too much expectations into it...
Terminator 4
It is the continuation of the saga, but Christian Bale did a good job in this movie...
Family Guys Season 7
"Awesome", it is freaking awesome!
Scrubs Season 8
Haven't finish watching it yet, but J.D., you are killing me literally!
21 points
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully..
TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, t heir conversational skills will be as important as any other.
THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.
FOUR. When you say, 'I love you,' mean it.
FIVE. When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye.
SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.
SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.
EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much.
NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.
TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.
ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives.
TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.
THIRTEEN! .. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, 'Why do you want to know?'
FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.
FIFTEEN. Say 'bless you' when you hear someone sneeze.
SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose the lesson.
SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and Responsibility for all your actions.
EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.
NINETEEN. W hen you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.
TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.
TWENTY- ONE. ;Spend some time alone.
TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, t heir conversational skills will be as important as any other.
THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.
FOUR. When you say, 'I love you,' mean it.
FIVE. When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye.
SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.
SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.
EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much.
NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.
TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.
ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives.
TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.
THIRTEEN! .. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, 'Why do you want to know?'
FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.
FIFTEEN. Say 'bless you' when you hear someone sneeze.
SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose the lesson.
SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and Responsibility for all your actions.
EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.
NINETEEN. W hen you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.
TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.
TWENTY- ONE. ;Spend some time alone.
Betrayal
Well, it is business matter. Don't have a business with friends...
It started a few months ago, my friend ask me to give him some projects so he can start up a good business, I gave him some business. I wine and dine with them, because the job has pretty good prospect, however, they are slacker, and because of that the company who offered me the job refused to give me anymore job. I warned them twice. They said they will repent... and they dare to messed up with the renovation job for the boss room... I meant the boss room. And because of that, I lost an important customer, three big projects which costs millions... and because of their slacking job, I have to argue with the big company few times.
Now, they still have face to ask for payment. Which I obliged but due to their slacker's works, I have to pay out of my money first slowly...
But, at the end they said that I don't give them jobs, a call and etc. Tell me what will you do if you are in my shoe.
And they put that I am the bad guy in the FB... I think I will be out of that circle... it is a circus. Have to apologize to someone for that...
It started a few months ago, my friend ask me to give him some projects so he can start up a good business, I gave him some business. I wine and dine with them, because the job has pretty good prospect, however, they are slacker, and because of that the company who offered me the job refused to give me anymore job. I warned them twice. They said they will repent... and they dare to messed up with the renovation job for the boss room... I meant the boss room. And because of that, I lost an important customer, three big projects which costs millions... and because of their slacking job, I have to argue with the big company few times.
Now, they still have face to ask for payment. Which I obliged but due to their slacker's works, I have to pay out of my money first slowly...
But, at the end they said that I don't give them jobs, a call and etc. Tell me what will you do if you are in my shoe.
And they put that I am the bad guy in the FB... I think I will be out of that circle... it is a circus. Have to apologize to someone for that...
Friday, July 17, 2009
Half Past July
These two months are so terrible that it is hard for me to swallow (business vice)...
It has been almost 20 days since I wrote my blog... because I am so busy chasing for businesses and people don't know why I am doing it... frankly speaking I barely celebrate my birthday due to that...because I have calculated my recent business volume, it dropped almost 60% compared to last year... a scary figure... because of the hope that I can get a better jobs with SD did not came out in a good way. I know the reasons, and I will not blame anyone for it... However, due to this week of chasing for businesses, it may be fruitful.
Secondly, I heard from my good friend that the reason I was not accepted by the girl that I am wooing is I am not 'sincere' enough... the meaning of sincere enough? However he said that the chance is still there... I don't know it is a good thing or a bad thing, however I know my best friend is my bottle of whiskey...
I lose a bit of weight, but I am still far from my weight target which is 38" waist size... I lose 1 1/2" from 41"... still far from target...
Recently, I think because of the stresses upon me, I am sleeping early. But I still feel very tired the next morning. I am drinking less of coffees and having less of panadols, but I think it is still not enough.
Found my long lost friend... he has been missing from 1995 until I found him again on Facebook... damn it is a hard find... still looking for a few...
It has been almost 20 days since I wrote my blog... because I am so busy chasing for businesses and people don't know why I am doing it... frankly speaking I barely celebrate my birthday due to that...because I have calculated my recent business volume, it dropped almost 60% compared to last year... a scary figure... because of the hope that I can get a better jobs with SD did not came out in a good way. I know the reasons, and I will not blame anyone for it... However, due to this week of chasing for businesses, it may be fruitful.
Secondly, I heard from my good friend that the reason I was not accepted by the girl that I am wooing is I am not 'sincere' enough... the meaning of sincere enough? However he said that the chance is still there... I don't know it is a good thing or a bad thing, however I know my best friend is my bottle of whiskey...
I lose a bit of weight, but I am still far from my weight target which is 38" waist size... I lose 1 1/2" from 41"... still far from target...
Recently, I think because of the stresses upon me, I am sleeping early. But I still feel very tired the next morning. I am drinking less of coffees and having less of panadols, but I think it is still not enough.
Found my long lost friend... he has been missing from 1995 until I found him again on Facebook... damn it is a hard find... still looking for a few...
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Death Of MJ
I heard the news from radio clock in the morning... their said they is a speculation that the KING OF POP has left us... My head said 'No way'... and I rushed back to the office to check the news... and it said it is confirmed that the KING OF POP has passed away...
Few songs played on my mind... Billie Jean, Beat it, Smooth Criminal, Black/White, You are not alone, and many more...
Thanks MJ for bringing us the good music... and I know you are moonwalking in heaven now...RIP
Few songs played on my mind... Billie Jean, Beat it, Smooth Criminal, Black/White, You are not alone, and many more...
Thanks MJ for bringing us the good music... and I know you are moonwalking in heaven now...RIP
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
My Grandma's final Voyage
The first thing I remembered my Grandma was back I was a young kid... she was always kind and firm... she was always helping me getting out of the troubles... she is grandma... she is a good grandma.... she is always a good grandma for me and she is always there...
But on Friday morning, when I look at a lifeless body... I can't helped to have a bad feeling in my stomach...but I can't throw it out, I have to act strong... in fact I did not cry during the whole funeral because of my own belief... she do not want to see us that way...I am not cold blooded... but it is something that I remember her by...
Today is her cremation day... and we have to attend her after ceremony in these few days...
But on Friday morning, when I look at a lifeless body... I can't helped to have a bad feeling in my stomach...but I can't throw it out, I have to act strong... in fact I did not cry during the whole funeral because of my own belief... she do not want to see us that way...I am not cold blooded... but it is something that I remember her by...
Today is her cremation day... and we have to attend her after ceremony in these few days...
Monday, June 08, 2009
Business up to date...
I have look at the financial paper for the company and it looks a bit dull to me because business has been a bit too slow... However, if we look at the current trend of the market, it should be up beat... but it did not pick up at all.
I am thinking of some solutions to solve this problem because we do have bills to pay and people to feed.... scary when all the burdens come to you.
I am thinking of some solutions to solve this problem because we do have bills to pay and people to feed.... scary when all the burdens come to you.
Sleepless night....
I was so happy that my brother came down to play videogame with me around 9pm... initially he lose badly, and I let him win a few rounds... he left while laughing that he beats me... I was thinking about it, should I let him win in a first place? Did my 'kiasu' (afraid to lose) attitude bugs me...
I was doing some thinking and I just slept at 11pm, however I woke up around 2am and watch Cheng He until 4:30am and go to wash some of the dishes that I been soaking from yesterday's night dinner...
However, I have been sleepless for few nights...
I was doing some thinking and I just slept at 11pm, however I woke up around 2am and watch Cheng He until 4:30am and go to wash some of the dishes that I been soaking from yesterday's night dinner...
However, I have been sleepless for few nights...
Finish reading Purpose of Driven Life
It is a good book explaining the existence of us, our purpose and how do we work with it...
I remember I have the CD, but I still can't find it....
Anywhere it is good I finally able to finish reading the book after buying it for less than 2 months... while waiting for my workers to finish their works.
I remember I have the CD, but I still can't find it....
Anywhere it is good I finally able to finish reading the book after buying it for less than 2 months... while waiting for my workers to finish their works.
Sunday, May 31, 2009
A boring Sunday
It started to be a boring Sunday because I thought I can sleep in after having some binge drinking at my brother's boring party... people ain't bbqing thing which is bad because if you want to have a bbq, either you bbq everything or asked people to join in. There is no half and half... literally it sucks... and I AM NOT ALLOWED TO CRITICIZE...
So, woke up picked mom up and send her to the wet market... bought some big bean sprouts for dinner and few nights of late night dinner... went home and slept a few hours after having a non satisfactory lunch with my mom...
Watch some South Parks and went online for few hours...
Later run on the threadmills and have some dinner and thinking of tucking in early...
This is boring!
So, woke up picked mom up and send her to the wet market... bought some big bean sprouts for dinner and few nights of late night dinner... went home and slept a few hours after having a non satisfactory lunch with my mom...
Watch some South Parks and went online for few hours...
Later run on the threadmills and have some dinner and thinking of tucking in early...
This is boring!
Sunday, May 24, 2009
The end of May
In few more days, it will be the end of May.
I been politely pushed down for a while because someone say I barely knows you... I thought did pretty good in these few weeks but it seemed I did not... should I give up or not...
Life is a bump if I did not know where it is going...
I been politely pushed down for a while because someone say I barely knows you... I thought did pretty good in these few weeks but it seemed I did not... should I give up or not...
Life is a bump if I did not know where it is going...
Friday, May 08, 2009
Delucca
When I stepped in to this restaurant called Delucca, I thought it is some place not that good.... I ordered a cold drink, Mojito to start with, I see the guy pound the mint and other ingredient which I don't see other people doing it... it was so nice...I see a guy who has a passion to make a good drink making my cocktail and from there, I know I am the right place....
I ordered a cup of espresso that has Illy coffee bean, and it was make with a mean espresso machine... I wish I have that machine at home because the smell and the aroma, plus the hissing of the steam coming out from the machine reminds me the good old coffee machine that I have at home...
Later, at 6pm, I ordered a Carbonara de mare which meant where de mare is the sea... I am skeptic because I never have a good Carbonara since I am back to Malaysia... the last best Carbonara I have was back in Alabama... and since it is an Italian restaurant and the chef is an Italian... I will tried once.... and the results is fantastic... the spaghetti is aldante and the sauce is not too much and everything is good and excellent.
I will be there next time for pasta...
I ordered a cup of espresso that has Illy coffee bean, and it was make with a mean espresso machine... I wish I have that machine at home because the smell and the aroma, plus the hissing of the steam coming out from the machine reminds me the good old coffee machine that I have at home...
Later, at 6pm, I ordered a Carbonara de mare which meant where de mare is the sea... I am skeptic because I never have a good Carbonara since I am back to Malaysia... the last best Carbonara I have was back in Alabama... and since it is an Italian restaurant and the chef is an Italian... I will tried once.... and the results is fantastic... the spaghetti is aldante and the sauce is not too much and everything is good and excellent.
I will be there next time for pasta...
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
The end of April
The end of the month of April, 2009. It is such a month that I will not like it repeats itself again because it is so twisted that I almost wanted to throw myself to the sea.
I am focusing on the business and not my personal life.
I almost secure a job which is worth millions of dollar, but due to some misdirection given by the owner, we are almost fooled to pick up a job which is actually authentic, but under fund. This always happened in the business world. I almost wanted to punch someone when the owner at the end of the days announced he will pick up the job by himself... and I wish him all the best and good riddance.
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Personal life, my brother is getting married in less than 11 days. I wish him all the best and I can see him striving for the best because planning a wedding is not that easy...
I am looking forward for next week because I hope I will be at the place: NO BLACK TIE to attend one of the French Art Event: From the Beltuner... something interesting and fun.
I am looking at my PS2. It broke down... I am looking at it and I am like: please resurrect and come back to me.
Strange dream: I have the most strange dream of all, I was in a haunted house and the 'guest' was keep disturbing me and I really can't avoid all the scream and stuff... but suddenly a 'cross' rise from the fallen state to stand in front of me... I search for the meaning of the cross in the dream: IT MEANS SOMETHING GOOD IS COMING MY WAY AND I REALLY HOPE IT DOES.
David Garrett just came up with another album: Encore. It is something unexpected. It was a mix of classical and a bit of electronics...
I started listening to Classical Music again, Beethoven, Mozart, Rachmaninoff, Bach, Gershwin and more... I am so lazy lately, I did not listen to them for such a long time and I really almost kill myself for this.
South Park... it is a mixture of laughter and hate because it is so damn funny that you can't stop laughing at it and you really can't blame them for all the vulgarity.... but it is a must.
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Providore.. a restaurant in Solaris... overrated and too expensive.The simple pork chop is costing me RM 48, which I can make a better pork chop myself. You just needed to marinate to make the meat a bit tender and nice. It was just too plain.. compared to Kristao at the Asia Heritage Row opposite Sheraton Hotel.
Bisou is another place that is overrated restaurant, they don't really know how to cook a carbonara...it is too wet... carbonara is something dry but with cheese sauce on it.... oh really. The so call PIE... my foot...hahaha, Damien make a better pie than them... I presume.
I am focusing on the business and not my personal life.
I almost secure a job which is worth millions of dollar, but due to some misdirection given by the owner, we are almost fooled to pick up a job which is actually authentic, but under fund. This always happened in the business world. I almost wanted to punch someone when the owner at the end of the days announced he will pick up the job by himself... and I wish him all the best and good riddance.
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Personal life, my brother is getting married in less than 11 days. I wish him all the best and I can see him striving for the best because planning a wedding is not that easy...
I am looking forward for next week because I hope I will be at the place: NO BLACK TIE to attend one of the French Art Event: From the Beltuner... something interesting and fun.
I am looking at my PS2. It broke down... I am looking at it and I am like: please resurrect and come back to me.
Strange dream: I have the most strange dream of all, I was in a haunted house and the 'guest' was keep disturbing me and I really can't avoid all the scream and stuff... but suddenly a 'cross' rise from the fallen state to stand in front of me... I search for the meaning of the cross in the dream: IT MEANS SOMETHING GOOD IS COMING MY WAY AND I REALLY HOPE IT DOES.
David Garrett just came up with another album: Encore. It is something unexpected. It was a mix of classical and a bit of electronics...
I started listening to Classical Music again, Beethoven, Mozart, Rachmaninoff, Bach, Gershwin and more... I am so lazy lately, I did not listen to them for such a long time and I really almost kill myself for this.
South Park... it is a mixture of laughter and hate because it is so damn funny that you can't stop laughing at it and you really can't blame them for all the vulgarity.... but it is a must.
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Providore.. a restaurant in Solaris... overrated and too expensive.The simple pork chop is costing me RM 48, which I can make a better pork chop myself. You just needed to marinate to make the meat a bit tender and nice. It was just too plain.. compared to Kristao at the Asia Heritage Row opposite Sheraton Hotel.
Bisou is another place that is overrated restaurant, they don't really know how to cook a carbonara...it is too wet... carbonara is something dry but with cheese sauce on it.... oh really. The so call PIE... my foot...hahaha, Damien make a better pie than them... I presume.
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