Sunday, July 26, 2009

Short sentece, but a powerful kick to my face!

"... No one fall in love by choice, it is by chance. No one stays in love by chance, it is by work. No one fall out of love by chance, it is by choice ... "

It is something that I can work on... it is chance and not choice and it not by chance but by works...

One the first sentence, it is something that I can see.... because by chance I am able to meet someone, but by choice I am still far behind... however I know I can't find someone by choice because people always take the better choice.

I am lazy of working... and I thought I can let it go by choice... so in your face...

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Watermelon

I was cutting some watermelon that day, and it brought back some memories... thanks.

I thought of giving it out to my mom, but it ends up to be in my belly, wohoooo....

I am a big bad bear!

Tired and tiring!

It is raining and raining... I am not tired of the rain, but I am tired of my life and also with the people around me...I am thinking why I am that negative??? This is because if negativity brings more negativity... I should be more positive thinking....

Not to linger with the past that long...

Tiring is because my cough status, it is still bad... and this morning I almost cough to the death... it is bad and right now I may have some spinning headache.

Some coughing

I have a bad cough in these few days which almost killed me, literally... no no it is not swine flu or anything, I think I caught it from a buddy who was coughing last week... yes yes it is bad.

Sunday, July 19, 2009

20th of July, 2009

Attend another wedding yesterday, and people always asked the same question, when will it be your turn? Hahahah, not now .... too busy with works.


I am randomly putting some of my minds and some frustrations down.... but will it be good? I am thinking I am getting something off my head....


It is raining is heavy and the lightning and thunder is keep striking around my living area... hmmm... I eventually loving it, I meant the rain... it is always good for the rain.

Scrubs Season 8

I finished the whole season... it is sad because Scrubs Season 8 was the finale of the whole sitcom... I hated all the finale.... why the finale.

People said the show is losing the steam... but I really hated it!

It is said there will be Scrubs Season 9. But there will be too many changes, J.D. will be on only 6 episodes.... frick it!

Saturday, July 18, 2009

Transformer 2, Knowing, Angels and Demons, Terminator 2, Family Guys Season 7 and Scrubs Season 8

Transformer 2

This is one of the best sci-fi I ever watch for the year 2009... it is the best
The computer graphic design robots is nice and they all look so alive, which is bloody good. The plots is good although it is out of what we have watch when we are kids but it is pretty good.

Knowing

Another alternative of the 'end of the world' depicted according to the bible... but I felt it is lack of something, which I can't explained it

Angels and Demons

This is the most boring movie because maybe we put too much expectations into it...

Terminator 4


It is the continuation of the saga, but Christian Bale did a good job in this movie...



Family Guys Season 7

"Awesome", it is freaking awesome!

Scrubs Season 8


Haven't finish watching it yet, but J.D., you are killing me literally!

21 points

ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully..



TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, t heir conversational skills will be as important as any other.



THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.



FOUR. When you say, 'I love you,' mean it.



FIVE. When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye.



SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.



SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.



EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much.



NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.



TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.



ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives.



TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.



THIRTEEN! .. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, 'Why do you want to know?'



FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.



FIFTEEN. Say 'bless you' when you hear someone sneeze.



SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose the lesson.



SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and Responsibility for all your actions.



EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.



NINETEEN. W hen you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.



TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.



TWENTY- ONE. ;Spend some time alone.

Betrayal

Well, it is business matter. Don't have a business with friends...

It started a few months ago, my friend ask me to give him some projects so he can start up a good business, I gave him some business. I wine and dine with them, because the job has pretty good prospect, however, they are slacker, and because of that the company who offered me the job refused to give me anymore job. I warned them twice. They said they will repent... and they dare to messed up with the renovation job for the boss room... I meant the boss room. And because of that, I lost an important customer, three big projects which costs millions... and because of their slacking job, I have to argue with the big company few times.

Now, they still have face to ask for payment. Which I obliged but due to their slacker's works, I have to pay out of my money first slowly...

But, at the end they said that I don't give them jobs, a call and etc. Tell me what will you do if you are in my shoe.

And they put that I am the bad guy in the FB... I think I will be out of that circle... it is a circus. Have to apologize to someone for that...

Friday, July 17, 2009

Half Past July

These two months are so terrible that it is hard for me to swallow (business vice)...

It has been almost 20 days since I wrote my blog... because I am so busy chasing for businesses and people don't know why I am doing it... frankly speaking I barely celebrate my birthday due to that...because I have calculated my recent business volume, it dropped almost 60% compared to last year... a scary figure... because of the hope that I can get a better jobs with SD did not came out in a good way. I know the reasons, and I will not blame anyone for it... However, due to this week of chasing for businesses, it may be fruitful.

Secondly, I heard from my good friend that the reason I was not accepted by the girl that I am wooing is I am not 'sincere' enough... the meaning of sincere enough? However he said that the chance is still there... I don't know it is a good thing or a bad thing, however I know my best friend is my bottle of whiskey...


I lose a bit of weight, but I am still far from my weight target which is 38" waist size... I lose 1 1/2" from 41"... still far from target...

Recently, I think because of the stresses upon me, I am sleeping early. But I still feel very tired the next morning. I am drinking less of coffees and having less of panadols, but I think it is still not enough.


Found my long lost friend... he has been missing from 1995 until I found him again on Facebook... damn it is a hard find... still looking for a few...